100% pure Bicolana. marunong mag bicol language pero I grew up here in Davao kaya marunong na din ako mag bisaya. Gets? :))
I am a girl with a dream with unfortunately not enough drive to make that dream come true. i am unbelievably nice person who sometimes is taken for granted. i make mistakes alot and I'm kinda impulsive.
An average girl. I'm going somewhere in life. I have goals that I intend to meet. I'm a fighter and I don't give up fighting for what i believe in. My identity is in Jesus Christ, and nothing else. I am outgoing and confident, but try to not be prideful, which is a struggle. One of my weaknesses is a lack of respect for my parents, which i realize and am addressing.
When something interests me I have a tendency to research it a bit too much. I've also moved around a lot throughout my life. Not counting separate places (meaning I've moved back to a few places),
sometimes I don't speak my mind which causes regret later.
A very determined person when I want something bad enough. At times I can be lazy.. maybe alot of times. Also a gullible, I am selfish at times.
I AM THE OPOSITE OF SHY. I love to meet new people and have random conversations with strangers. I talk A LOT.
IM NOT DIRTY MINDED! i just have an active imagination! lol.
Feeling close? hell No! I am just Friendly. And a person who attempts to be an optimistic, but it gets hard sometimes when things get difficult. I enjoy being a little bit unusual but not to the extent that everyone thinks i am weird, i guess the word would be a little bit quirky. I tend to Be immensely hard on myself, but rarely on others i dont like judge mental people so I try never to read a book by its cover or to stereotype because I think every person is unique and deserves a shot at friendship.
But Mostly, I try to just chill out, and go with the flow.
PSYCHO
I see what isn't there
No one yells yet I can hear
The silence screams my name
No one can feel my pain
Inside I'm a mess
Outside I try my best
Happiness made of plastic
Overly dramatic
Surrounded by the night
I see faces and try to fight
I close my eyes and yell, "GO!"
Everyone's a little psycho
A person inside my head
On panic it is fed
Red, the color of fear
The monsters draw near
Scars on my arms
I beg and it harms
Just let me be
One day I'll be free
I curl up and cry
All I want is to die
I've become my own foe
Everyone's a little psycho.
No one yells yet I can hear
The silence screams my name
No one can feel my pain
Inside I'm a mess
Outside I try my best
Happiness made of plastic
Overly dramatic
Surrounded by the night
I see faces and try to fight
I close my eyes and yell, "GO!"
Everyone's a little psycho
A person inside my head
On panic it is fed
Red, the color of fear
The monsters draw near
Scars on my arms
I beg and it harms
Just let me be
One day I'll be free
I curl up and cry
All I want is to die
I've become my own foe
Everyone's a little psycho.
A Unique Love Story
It started out with just a simple message in local networking site (facebook)
He just saw my picture in Chicosci's Fan page. Because of that he fell inlove with me which made me think that maybe he's just playing tricks w/ me.
But as time goes by and we started talking on the phone.
were slowly starting to like each other. We really dunno but we just felt like we're meant to be.
We already knew that its gonna be a hard one because of the distance. He is in Manila and I'm in Davao.
But after a months of courting i actually fell in love with him and gave him a chance to prove his feelings. In This period of time the situation gets really serious he came here in Davao visited me just to see me in a day. Because of his Big effort i know he is really serious about me. The first time I've met him was so memorable (February 13). I could not forget the feeling. The moment is just like in a movie. But hey! it is for real! haha. After the day he visited me.. four months past everything was good but not that perfect. We cry, we laugh and we share. we have been talking a lot basically sharing and learning about things from each other to the point where I basically learned everything about his life and he knows about mine. After 4months of waiting.. Carlo visited me here in davao for the 2nd time.
In his 3 days of stay here (May14,15&16). We did'nt hesitate to show our love and affection to each other. We really make use of the time that we had to each other. I wont really forget those things that we did when we are together. We had our meals, we watch gig, we bathed together. It was really a memorable for us because we saw our favorite band (Chicosci) and we actually had a chance to meet them closely and personally.
It is an understandably difficult commitment to honor if you and your sweetheart decide to keep the relationship going while you are apart. Difficult but not impossible. I must admit that I have had a few such relationships and not all of them turned out well. But when i met him i think he is the one i have been looking for.
TO BE CONTINUED.. I'm not yet done writing.
He just saw my picture in Chicosci's Fan page. Because of that he fell inlove with me which made me think that maybe he's just playing tricks w/ me.
But as time goes by and we started talking on the phone.
were slowly starting to like each other. We really dunno but we just felt like we're meant to be.
We already knew that its gonna be a hard one because of the distance. He is in Manila and I'm in Davao.
But after a months of courting i actually fell in love with him and gave him a chance to prove his feelings. In This period of time the situation gets really serious he came here in Davao visited me just to see me in a day. Because of his Big effort i know he is really serious about me. The first time I've met him was so memorable (February 13). I could not forget the feeling. The moment is just like in a movie. But hey! it is for real! haha. After the day he visited me.. four months past everything was good but not that perfect. We cry, we laugh and we share. we have been talking a lot basically sharing and learning about things from each other to the point where I basically learned everything about his life and he knows about mine. After 4months of waiting.. Carlo visited me here in davao for the 2nd time.
In his 3 days of stay here (May14,15&16). We did'nt hesitate to show our love and affection to each other. We really make use of the time that we had to each other. I wont really forget those things that we did when we are together. We had our meals, we watch gig, we bathed together. It was really a memorable for us because we saw our favorite band (Chicosci) and we actually had a chance to meet them closely and personally.
It is an understandably difficult commitment to honor if you and your sweetheart decide to keep the relationship going while you are apart. Difficult but not impossible. I must admit that I have had a few such relationships and not all of them turned out well. But when i met him i think he is the one i have been looking for.
TO BE CONTINUED.. I'm not yet done writing.
Money Writes
Does thy pen really write that which you hold as truth?
Or does it feed on bribery-such rotten fruit?
The stories, the pen weaves are all up to you,
forget not: of evils, money is the root.
The world has gone from bitter to bad,
and tomorrow lies on a sinister mind.
For the lives of friends-cry loud, be blinded.
Savage struggle for a few crumbs of bread;
Poverty hit! And man became wolves and sheep,
but shouldn't you think about it, of greater dread,
or have guilt, visit you while you're asleep?
Men of great stature will do all they can.
Court you to keep their names clean from smear.
But stick to the pen's oath, for the good of man,
and nothing can stop you, not even fear.
But if your pen lives to write the Big Lie,
be careful, Dear, what you're lulled to sleep by...
Or does it feed on bribery-such rotten fruit?
The stories, the pen weaves are all up to you,
forget not: of evils, money is the root.
The world has gone from bitter to bad,
and tomorrow lies on a sinister mind.
For the lives of friends-cry loud, be blinded.
Savage struggle for a few crumbs of bread;
Poverty hit! And man became wolves and sheep,
but shouldn't you think about it, of greater dread,
or have guilt, visit you while you're asleep?
Men of great stature will do all they can.
Court you to keep their names clean from smear.
But stick to the pen's oath, for the good of man,
and nothing can stop you, not even fear.
But if your pen lives to write the Big Lie,
be careful, Dear, what you're lulled to sleep by...
Coffee + Milk = Cafe Latte
Love has its time, season and own reason. You can't ask it to stay, you can only embrace it as it comes and be glad for a moment in your life it was yours. :)
My Heart
"If time never stands still, I'll never leave your side.
It may be too hard for me at times that you will not see me;
but in my heart, you'll always be found."
-lai
Worth deserving as a C.A.T Officer
Everyday brings new chances to grow, new beauty to see and goals to pursue. Every new day is a step towards my dream. Yes, I’ve met my expectations in C.A.T training the well-disciplined commanders and trainees, the hot weather, the very tiring exercises, the unexpected activities just like when we had our rotating meal and dog style meal during lunch and also the fruitful learnings.
I learned how to cooperate with my co-neophytes, I learned to work not just for myself but for the community and to unite with different kind of people, I learned to follow every instructions they are giving and the most special thing I learned from this training is the importance of responsibility. Most of us don’t want nor like the “bad” or down times in life, but there are the times that make me think and grow the most. What I don’t want is precisely what I need to make myself better.
I am worthy to become C.A.T Officer because I have the capacity to be a good leader and I know that I am a responsible student. I pay respect for the one who is taking incharge of the command. Yes, I am worthy enough to join the C.A.T program because I am and I have patience in serving other people. And also I know how to make things in good but I’m not that too perfect.
As we all know nowadays our youth institution are engaged with different bad activities such as “gangsterism”. All I want to do right for that is to help in teaching my co-students on what is right and what is good for them. Through this, we could all be better persons in this community, simple as that.
Do you think you are better than you’re trainors? My answer is NO, because in this training we don’t compete for who’s gonna be the best, we work here as one troop and has unity.
Not all students are enthusiastic about having Citizenship Advancement Training even though they will have it only once very week. For me the C.A.T was yet unforgettable. The C.A.T Officers teaches us different lessons about enhancing the social responsibilities and commitment to the development of our community and also to develop our ability in disciplining ourselves. During our C.A.T training, it was somehow a burden, for instead of having some unfinished business. I and my co-neophytes need to fulfill a day of training. However each day is an exciting experience. Like, every morning and after lunch we had our very tiring 13 armed forces exercise, cleaning up the ground, the rotation meal and the dog style meal, the marching all over the covered court of the campus and also how would I forget those bloopers during discussions and in drills.
During the C.A.T training, I found myself in one of those terrible down-and-out, instead of thinking the “C.A.T training is terrible” I just said to myself “these times are opportunities I’ve been given to gain valuable experience that no formal education could ever give me like this.”
I learned how to cooperate with my co-neophytes, I learned to work not just for myself but for the community and to unite with different kind of people, I learned to follow every instructions they are giving and the most special thing I learned from this training is the importance of responsibility. Most of us don’t want nor like the “bad” or down times in life, but there are the times that make me think and grow the most. What I don’t want is precisely what I need to make myself better.
I am worthy to become C.A.T Officer because I have the capacity to be a good leader and I know that I am a responsible student. I pay respect for the one who is taking incharge of the command. Yes, I am worthy enough to join the C.A.T program because I am and I have patience in serving other people. And also I know how to make things in good but I’m not that too perfect.
As we all know nowadays our youth institution are engaged with different bad activities such as “gangsterism”. All I want to do right for that is to help in teaching my co-students on what is right and what is good for them. Through this, we could all be better persons in this community, simple as that.
Do you think you are better than you’re trainors? My answer is NO, because in this training we don’t compete for who’s gonna be the best, we work here as one troop and has unity.
Not all students are enthusiastic about having Citizenship Advancement Training even though they will have it only once very week. For me the C.A.T was yet unforgettable. The C.A.T Officers teaches us different lessons about enhancing the social responsibilities and commitment to the development of our community and also to develop our ability in disciplining ourselves. During our C.A.T training, it was somehow a burden, for instead of having some unfinished business. I and my co-neophytes need to fulfill a day of training. However each day is an exciting experience. Like, every morning and after lunch we had our very tiring 13 armed forces exercise, cleaning up the ground, the rotation meal and the dog style meal, the marching all over the covered court of the campus and also how would I forget those bloopers during discussions and in drills.
During the C.A.T training, I found myself in one of those terrible down-and-out, instead of thinking the “C.A.T training is terrible” I just said to myself “these times are opportunities I’ve been given to gain valuable experience that no formal education could ever give me like this.”
05-15-10 with Carlo Cruz
the greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows all our flaws
and differences yet still willingly embraces us w/ so much love. :)
and differences yet still willingly embraces us w/ so much love. :)
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